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Touchstones — by Maria E. Rosales

"Maria writes characters who invite us to laugh and to empathize: the little girl who uses her bus fare to buy toast and beans, planning to make her treat last 'by eatin’ the beans one at a time but usually I’m too hungry by then. I eat it fast and then have to walk all the way home',  the child left on the wrong side of the road because 'someone’s hand didn’t reach for me, and the necklace of siblings, a ragged chain of skinny arms, lurched across with one missing link';  the woman of a certain age asking her mirror 'Who stole my mojo?…but there’s no reply from the haggard face staring back.'

"Maria offers us the consolation she finds in the natural world: 'The setting sun cast a sepia glow over the thatch of the house ahead, and even the lilacs stopped insisting they were blue and violet, displaying yellowed halos.'  She conjures spirits––of people––and of places. And she lays bare for us what drives her writing: 'It’s going to be ok. You will tell and admit everything. You think it really matters only to you. Those involved are dead and gone, or disinterested. But there are others who will benefit. They are sitting somewhere right now, alone and fretful. Perhaps they are cutting themselves, or purging after eating, or worried that he might hit them again. They may believe that light will never come. They may feel the pull of the river. You cannot know. Write it down. Write down the bones of it. The gristle and the marrow.'

—Laura Wine Paster, from the Introduction   BUY A COPY

 

Armageddon Bootcamp & other poems — Maria Rosales

"The poems in this collection sing like “one voice split into so many bodies,” praising the full arc of human experience, from the abandoned child who wonders “Why was I with orphans when they were not dead?” to the wanderer who learns “The stones talk. / They tell me / that after all I belong.” Maria Rosales takes you on a journey from innocence to wisdom, from rebellion to acceptance, from holding on tightly to graciously letting go, all the while inviting you to turn “honeycomb /eyes to witness / your myriad selves.”

—Cheryl Dumesnil, author of Showtime at the Ministry of Lost Causes

 “Armageddon Bootcamp” is the perfect collection for the times we are living in. The poems in this book are the quintessential survival guide and teach us how to “make room for loss”.  In this book, Rosales imbues the essential elements of family, history, travel and memory to find the strength to navigate hard times."

—Connie Post, author of Floodwater, winner of the Lyrebird Award, and Prime Meridian,  finalist in the Best Book Awards

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Three kinds of Dark — poetry by Deborah L. Fruchey

"The poems in this collection have verve, have a kick, and will leave your senses wanting more. Fruchey has a masterful way of drawing the reader into the rhythms of each poem, and also into a larger conversation about our inner and outer world. The work in this book discovers the beauties of an old self portrait, a roadside motel, abandoned pastures, odes to nighttime, a recipe for marital peace and the substrata in between."

—Connie Post, Poet Laureate Emerita of Livermore ,CA; Author of Prime Meridian

"Each refreshing and  subtly crafted poem is a quick step out of the dark into self-awareness.  Each poem knows we must very carefully define the dark to see the light.  The collection is a check list of what we must experience to become human.  Don’t miss it."

    —Marvin Hiemstra, author of French Kiss Destiny   Link

Mental Illness ain't for sissies!

“Four stars out of five…Fruchey’s sensitivity to differences in opinion and life situations will help make the book pertinent to a wide range of people…although it targets mentally ill readers, this book will also benefit relatives and friends and help mental health professionals better understand their patients. Overall, it provides practicable, well-presented information.Self help books for people with mental illness are scarce. As readers with mental illness follow Fruchey’s suggestions, they make room for themselves in a society that is reluctant to accept them.”

—Foreword Clarion Review

“Fruchey guides the reader toward recovery by beginning with the most basic step - accepting that you have a mental illness - to the last step: finding your purpose in life beyond your mental illness. She provides helpful advice while including stories and quotations dealing with various issues…a therapeutic map to guide the reader toward a better quality of life.”

—NAMI Advocate     Link

Crystal Connections

Using more than 20  Quartz Crystal Bowls in a new and unique way, aligning the bowls’ frequencies to the energy of our chakras through the frequencies of their colors. And also connecting to our brainwave states using Monaural  (when played with speakers) or Binaural beats (when listened to with headphones). For this mediation project, which is about 27 minutes in length,  the bowls are tuned to = 432 hz which is known to have very powerful qualities. A powerful meditation experience using music and sound that is also good for your energy.

Includes a rendition of Eric Satie's Gymnopedie #1, arranged and performed by Robert Hamaker.    Link

Crystalline Sleep — Robert Hamaker

This album was created to help you sleep. 16 short tracks move the listener down through the brainwave states using Binaural Beats The first eight have background sounds appropriate to the chakras, the last eight are crystal bowl sounds only. Each track uses frequencies that align with the colors of the seven major chakras. The tonal center for the tuned bowls was 432 hertz, which aligns with sacred geometry. Remember,  to benefit from Binaural Beat technology you must use headphones. These tracks will move you into a state of deep meditation or sleep.

Composed, created and performed by Robert Hamaker.    Link

Bat Flower — poems, plays & other perversions by Vampyre Mike Kassel

Vampyre Mike Kassel, was one of the stars of the poetic explosion known as "The Babarian Movement" that flourished  in the 1980s and 90s at the Cafe Babar.  Mike was a poet, musician, songwriter, and playwright. He resided in San Francisco after having been run out of Boston for crimes against normalcy. He held the S. F. record for most times evicted. He liked sincere girls who didn’t wear too much makeup and who put out on the first date.

Here is a treasure trove of Vampyre Mike's unpublished work - cartoons, plays, poems, songs, flyers and posters from the era, and even an unfinished novel. This is what Vampyre fans have been waiting for.

Edited by Deborah L. Fruchey, with help from Pasha DeSaix and Jane Haver Kassel.     Link

The Colors of Sound 

Have you ever wondered, “What color is that sound?” Or, “Is there a connection between color and sound?” A unique meditation for 19 colors, representing the major and minor chakras and how they relate to our bodies. A musical tone was  discovered for each chakra color (movng mathematically from sound frequencies to light frequencies). Then music was composed for each color with the the help of an intuitive. Below you may see the related book,  Color Cards and Self Healing, which provides a wealth of additional information.  This is a beautiful & beneficial sound series whether you use this music for relaxation, meditation, yoga, serious spiritual work and healing, or just because you love the sounds of crystal bowls or percussion. Composed and performed by Robert M. Hamaker. Vocals by Deborah L. Fruchey.   Link

The book "Colors of Sound" was created for!


Did you know that each color relates to a part of your body and a set of personality characteristics? That too much or too little of a color can be connected with particular health problems? Most people don't realize that we can work with these colors in many easy ways to improve ourselves and make our lives better. Here for the first time is a thorough guide to integrating color into your personal work of self healing and spiritual evolution.

Written by Jean Luo; edited by Deborah L. Fruchey

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If you would like a deck of miniature color cards to work with this book , BUY HERE  $6

priestess of secrets 

"For a small book, this packs a punch! ...

"Ms. Fruchey captures women's internal monologue in all its glory. From pearls of wisdom gained through life experience--usually involving emotional pain and vulnerability--she runs the gamut from self-assessment (not always pretty) to isolation, to many of the thoughts and feelings we have but are afraid to share or explore too closely and her descriptive phrases (for example, "the air was as heavy as pudding" and not liking the woman she is going home to, personification of inanimate objects) gives a voice to our unspokenness.


 

"Her deep insights juxtaposed against a backdrop of the mundane and the lives of quiet desperation we often find ourselves in is both fascinating and intoxicating and I look forward to reading her other works."
 
 — Judge 56, 26th Annual Writer's Digest Self-Published Book Awards     Link

Armadillo — selected Works 1979 to 2009 

 "Totally candid and refreshing poems...inspired memoirs of the moments when angels take a cloud latte break and discuss the important things, however few, that happen on the grubby planet Earth that day."

—Marvin R. Hiemstra, author of French Kiss Destiny

"Sings it artfully and with engagement...the reviewer thinks it can accurately be described as the human condition...she describes 'the life' effectively and touches a responsive chord in the reader.”

—Arnold Skemer, editor, ZYX Magazine     Link

Opus de Funk — by Interplay

This lively Jazz arrangement of the Horace Silver composition was featured as the opening music for the Sixth Sense Radio Show. Opus de Funk was arranged and recorded by the group  Interplay which is a group based out of the San Francisco Bay Area.  It features Ben Barron & Bob Brumbeloe on Jazz Guitars, Randy Hunt on Bass, & Robert Hamaker on Drums.

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Visit the Sixth Sense Radio Show archives at:

http://www.margaretmcelroy.com/radio-show/

Island Journey — a guided healing meditation

This is a guided meditation visualized by the composer during a spiritual retreat.  It is shared here using music to put you in a relaxed state and create the meditative experience. A variety of percussion and crystal bowl instruments are used to awaken your imagination and energy centers.  You will be guided down through your chakras, then taken by boat across the mysterious seas of the subconscious to the island. Here you will choose a crystal from the beach and journey further inland and come to a healing fountain. Then you will choose an area in your life to heal and watch as the old energy is washed away and  transformed.  All music for this project was conceived and performed  by Robert Hamaker, except for the Prelude and Adagio which were composed by Edith Hamaker. Narration by Deborah Fruchey. See our blog for more about each component of this deep, healing journey.    Link

Island Journey — Instrumental only

For those who prefer to use this soundscape as a background for their own guided mediation, or just prefer the music by itself. This is Island Journey with no narration added. Some instruments in the percussion family put you easily in a trance or meditative state, then take you to many wonderful places in your mind’s eye. Having amassed an amazing collection of wonderful and incredible instruments over his career, composer Robert Hamaker decided he wanted to put this project together to share their powerful sounds and vibrations.   

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a scandalous creature

Kate is a rich widow with a bad marriage behind her. She has no desire to marry again, but must find a convenient husband to regain control of her estates. She is also the guardian of a young spitfire niece. The niece recommends she marry an old childhood friend, Johnny Rotherham, but when she does she finds him by far too attractive for her peace of mind. And her niece is gathering some persistent unsavory suitors - or is it Johnny himself she is toying with? A Regency farce where everyone gets a chance to learn a little, look a little foolish, and grab for a second chance at happiness.

"I thought it was a gem of a book. The storyline was sweet, as were the characters. No murders, graphic sex, blackmail, etc., just a story about 2 couples who grow in love. "

—Amazon review   

This is Deborah Fruchey's second novel.    Link

the unwilling heiress

This charming story, full of quirky people and tangled incidents, is a tongue-in-cheek comment on society's posturings and an account of the adventures of a most unusual heroine. Lucy, wrongly dismissed from her job as a governess, finds shelter with two eccentirc old women whom she soon comes to love. But they are not all they seem to be — they are much more! Soon Lucy is involved in a ridiculous imposture that puts all of her dreams at risk.

"A diverting first novel, sure to captivate genre fans,"

—Booklist

This book was chosen in the year of its appearance as a Best Book of the Year, Young Adult category.

Originally issued in hardback from Walker Co.     Link

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